On August 3, 1979, Howard Pittman,
a Baptist minister for 35 years, died while on the operating table during
surgery and had a near-death experience. After angels showed him the
second and third heavens, he was taken before the very throne of God
where he was given a message to share with the world.
The following is an excerpt from his
booklet, Placebo, which documents his amazing near-death experience.
You can purchase his audio tapes and booklets at the Lake Hamilton Bible
Camp store.
Webster's Dictionary defines "placebo"
as "a medication prescribed more for the mental relief of a patient
than for the actual effect on his disorder, or something tending to
soothe."
The doctors tell us that if we know
we are being treated with a placebo, it does not work. In our minds
we must think that it is a real medication and has the strength or power
to heal. If the patient believes this, then the treatment has been known
to work wonders in many cases that otherwise could not have been treated.
Placebo treatment is, in fact, nothing of substance, but in the mind
of the patient it is real. In order for this kind of treatment to work,
the doctor must convince the patient of the work of the medication.
My friend, I declare unto you that
this is the exact "treatment" that most "mouth-professing"
Christians are using today. The doctor administering this "medication"
is satan himself. He gives the "patient" a sugar-coated religion,
a shallow experience, and whispers half-truths into his ears. He then
tells the "patient" that it is real and that it is all the "patient"
needs. The "patient", having been taken in by satan, believes
this and goes on his merry way declaring to all that he has been born
again, his salvation is real, and this experience is all that he needs.
Doctor satan will allow his "patient" to continue to go to
church and will allow him to take part in any church, that is, singing,
leading in prayer, teaching Sunday School, and even preaching. He will
allow the "patient" to make any kind of statement in connection
with his "mouth-professing" religion, even to the point of
the saving power of Jesus. Yes, he will allow the "patient"
to do all and say all with one exception. That exception is that the "patient"
will not be allowed to live the life that he confesses with his mouth
...
Chapter 5: Preparation
In the year 1978, I retired from the
New Orleans Police Department and moved my family to a sixty-one acre
farm in Mississippi. Around August 7, 1979 I was suddenly stuck with
a grave and disastrous illness. The night before the tragedy I went
to bed as usual …On awakening that morning I was slightly nauseated
and skipped breakfast. My wife asked me if was not going to eat. I replied
that I had to hurry to keep my appointment with some folks who I hoped
would support my candidacy for sheriff with campaign contributions.
I was unaware that God had also made an appointment for me that day.
Let me remind you that the Bible says that it is appointed once unto
man to die and, without warning, my appointment came. Like a flash of
lightning, the main trunk artery in my body cavity ruptured causing
a devastating, sudden, blood loss …So at midnight they carried me into
ICU and at 6:00 a.m. the following morning, my vital life signs failed
again. The chief physician came out of ICU and told my wife, “It is
something else.” They took me into surgery where they worked on me for
an additional seven hours ...
[For the
sake of brevity, a large amount of Pittman's description of his Emergency
Room experience is not reprinted here. Read his book for the full description.]
Somewhere in that period of time when
the physicians were working on me, I came to myself and realized that
I was dying …Knowing that only God could give me back my life and that
only God could change this appointed time to die, I prayed a strange
prayer. My prayer was that God would allow me to appear before His throne
and pleaded for an extension of my physical life. In any other time
and place this sort of prayer would be unusual, however, all of this
was planned by God to ultimately serve His purpose. The thought to pray
such a prayer was instilled in my mind by the Holy Spirit ...
Chapter 7: The Grand Tour
What happens next is so incredible
that some people find it hard to believe. May I say at the outset that
I know the difference between dreams, visions, and a real experience.
May I also point out that if you do not believe in satan and demons
as being real, individual beings, then you do yourself and the Kingdom
of God a great disservice. It stands to reason that you cannot understand
or even withstand an enemy if you do not believe he is real.
At the moment I resisted satan, he
fled from me. The angels were there and they took my spirit from my
body. These angels were present all the time that satan tempted me although
I did not know it because I was still in the flesh. The angels did not
attempt to help me until I had resisted satan with my own will. The
only help I had was the supernatural revelation from the Holy Spirit
that the voice I was hearing belonged to satan and not to God. Whether
or not to obey that voice was my choice.
When the angels lifted my spirit from
my body, they carried me immediately to the Second Heaven. We did not
have to leave that hospital room in order to enter the Second Heaven.
We entered there in that same room where my body was, just by passing
through a dimension wall. It is a wall which flesh cannot pass through,
only spirit.
For you the reader, to understand
what was happening, you must understand the separation of the spirit
from the flesh. To know how this works, we must know how we, ourselves,
are made. The Bible states that we, as humans beings are made in the
image of God. To understand this, we must know what God is. The Bible
states three immutable things about God: 1st God is Spirit, 2nd God
is invisible and 3rd God is immortal. If we are made in His image, then
we are spirit, we are invisible, and we are immortal. Therefore, when
we look into a mirror we do not see our real selves. We see only the
body, or earthen vessel, in which we live. Since we are all made in
the image of God, we would all be mirror images of one another without
our earthly, physical bodies. Therefore, we were given a soul to separate
us from one another to make us an individual.
The animals in this world also have
a soul. The only difference between their souls and ours is that our
soul belongs to the spirit. Their souls belongs to the body. When their
body perishes, their soul perish with it. When our body perishes, the
soul remains with the spirit. When the spirit was lifted from my body,
my soul came with it. I suppose the simplest way to identify the soul
would be to say that it is one’s personality. The entire time I was
away from my body I remained an individual, that is, I retained my own
personality. I retained all my faculties. In fact, they were greatly
enhanced.
As we moved through that dimension
wall into the Second Heaven, I found myself in an entirely different
world, far different from anything I had ever imagined. This world was
a place occupied by spirit beings as vast in number as the sands of
the seashore. These beings were demons [devils], or fallen angels, and
were in thousands of different shapes and forms. Even those in similar
shapes and forms were contrasted by diverse coloring. Many of the demons
were in human shapes or forms and many were in forms similar to animals
familiar to our present world. Others were in shapes and forms too hideous
to imagine. Some of the forms were so morbid and revolting that I was
almost to the point of nausea.
When I first arrived in the Second
Heaven, I knew immediately in what direction I must go to reach the
Third Heaven where God was. I don’t know how I knew that, but I did.
I also knew that if I was going to get my prayer answered, I was going
to have to appear before God the Father in the Third Heaven. I was aware
that I was traveling in that spirit world under the protection of the
Holy Spirit, and that the angels who were escorting me were also moving
about under the protection of the Holy Spirit. It might seem strange
to you, the reader, that the angels needed the protection of the Holy
Spirit, but remember where we were, the Second Heaven. The Second Heaven
is the place where satan presently has his throne located. satan is
not yet in Hell although Hell is to be his final destiny.
All the spirits in that world were
aware of our presence and were aware of the Holy Spirit’s protection
over us. To give you an idea as to why that protection was necessary,
let me give a Bible reference to the power of satan as demonstrated
in the Second Heaven. The tenth chapter of the book of Daniel tells
about God sending one of His angels to deliver a message to Daniel.
Because of the importance of that message, satan did not want it delivered.
In order for the angel sent from God in the Third Heaven to reach Daniel,
he had to pass through the Second Heaven. satan sent one of his princes,
or one of his archangels, to stop the angel. The angel had to fight
and could not get through alone so he had to call for reinforcements.
God had to send one of His princes, or the archangel, to help the messenger
and even this took twenty–one days. After the angel delivered the message,
he reminded Daniel that he, the angel, would have to fight his way back
through the Second Heaven.
As we moved about there in that world,
I was greatly disappointed that my escort did not take me in the direction
of the Third Heaven where God was. Instead, we moved in the opposite
direction. As we moved from place to place in that world, I learned
many things about demons.
I did things differently in the spirit
realm than what we do here in the physical world. For instance, we do
not communicate with our mouths and ears, but rather, we communicated
with our minds. It was like projecting our words on thought waves and
receiving the answer the same way. Although I could still think to myself
without projecting, I discovered that this really did not benefit me
because the angels could read my mind.
I could hear different sounds in that
world, but I did not hear with my ears. I heard with my mind, but I
was still able to “hear” those sounds. When we traveled, we traveled
mostly at what I call the “speed of thought.” When we traveled at the
“speed of thought,” there was no sensation of movement. The angel would
say where we were going and we were there. There were other times when
we did not travel in that manner, and I was very much aware of movement
while traveling. One of those times when I was aware of movement was
when they brought me back into the physical world and allowed me to
see the demons working here. We moved about here somewhat like floating
on a cloud. Still, I had the sensation of movement.
Make no mistake about demons for they
are very real. The Bible makes more statements about demons than it
does about angels and it points out in
Luke 10:18 that demons are evil.
Mark 5:8-9 indicates how numerous they are and
Matthew 10:1 shows that they are unclean.
Matthew 12:21-30 states that they are under the command of satan
and
Matthew 8:29 shows that they can possess humans.
In the demon world, there is a division
of power much like a military structured chain command with rank and
order. Certain demons carry the title of prince, which is always the
demon in charge of a principality. A principality is a territory, an
area, a place or a group that may range in size from as large as a nation
to as small as a person. When satan assigns a prince a task, the prince
is given the authority to act in the name of satan and use whatever
means necessary or available to him to accomplish his task.
When we started the tour of the Second
Heaven, the angels began by showing me the different types of demons.
Each demon was revealed to me in a form that indicated his area of expertise,
and I soon discovered that there is no such thing as a “general practitioner”
in all the demon world. They have only one area of expertise which they
do very well.
Chapter 8: Demons
As each type of demon
was pointed out to me, I quickly discovered a social order, or rank,
that existed among them. Those at the top of that order were revealed
in forms similar to humans. As we moved down the order, or rank, I saw
demons in shapes or forms that looked like half–animal and half–human.
I saw demons in forms resembling animals we know in this present world
and I saw demons in forms and shapes so revoltingly morbid that you
cannot possibly imagine them.
At the very top of the order were
the warring demons which were the “cream” of satan’s “crop.” They moved
about the Second Heaven and were always traveling in groups, never alone.
Wherever they went, all other demons moved out of their way. These warring
demons were revealed to me in human form. They looked like humans with
the exception that they were giants. Appearing to be about eight feet
tall, they were rugged and handsomely constructed, somewhat like giant
athletes. All of the warring demons were colored bronze. They were giant,
bronze soldiers. All of the other demons seemed to be subject to them.
The second most powerful type demon
was also revealed to me in human form and these demons looked like ordinary
people. All of those possessing this area of expertise seemed to group
together at about the second place of command. Chief among this group
was the demon of greed and contained within this same group were demons
of hate, lust, strife, and a few others.
The third most powerful
type and group of demons were revealed to me in mixed shapes and forms.
Some had human form while others had half–human and half–animal forms.
Others resembled animals in their forms. These demons possessed skills
in the dark arts area such as witchcraft and other related areas. Also
among this group were demons of fear and the demons of self–destruction
as well as those demons which are expert in mimicking departed human
spirits [familiar spirits] and in manifesting themselves to the physical
world as ghosts.
When we got down to the fourth group,
or order, all the demons of this rank were revealed in forms other than
human. Some had forms like known animals while others had unknown forms.
In this group were the demons of murder, brutality, sadism, and others
related to carnage.
As we moved even further down the
order toward the end of the chain of command, all the demons were revealed
in horrible and morbid forms. Some were so revolting that their appearance
produced nausea. They are so despised by their own companions that they
always seem to be lurking off to themselves while in the Second Heaven
and even while in this physical world. They do not associate with the
other demons except in the line of their duty.
There was another group of demons
that I was able to see, but I do not recall much of their ability. It
was purposely taken away from me as I was not permitted to learn or
retain too much memory about them. I don’t even know where they rank
in order and their form was not revealed to me. I am not sure of their
entire area of expertise, however, I am vaguely aware of their powerful
hold on the flesh. It seems that this mysterious group of demons work
differently from all other demons and are used in only special cases
and special situations of which I do not clearly understand. As I stated,
I was not permitted to retain too much in my memory about this particular
group of demons. I was only permitted to retain that portion which I
am now reporting to you and this, in itself, is very vague.
I’m also aware that these
particular demons are harder to deal with than any of the rest. It seems
their great strength rests in their ability to remain anonymous in their
work in the human being. Among this group is the one that is able to
manifest himself as a form of epilepsy in the human. I am not sure but
I seem to recall that some other demons in some of the other groups
also have the ability to mimic epilepsy. I do not know if demons cause
epilepsy, per se, but I do recall very vividly that they can mimic this
condition in human beings.
At one time during this tour of the
Second Heaven, I watched the demons within their own related group and
I experienced an awful feeling. It was an overwhelming, oppressive,
and morbid feeling. This feeling came to me shortly after I had entered
the Second Heaven and I wondered what was causing it. It was at this
time that I learned that the angel could read my mind because my guardian
angel said to me, “That feeling you are wondering about is caused by
the fact that there is no love in this world.” The angel was telling
me that in this Second Heaven there is not one bit of love! Wow! Can
you imagine all of those demons serving a master they don’t love and
the master ruling over beings that he doesn’t love? Worse than that,
these companions are working together for an eternity and they do not
even love each other.
I started reflecting on what our physical
world, called the First Heaven, would be like without love. If God had
not introduced His love her in our world, then we would be living in
a no–love atmosphere like the Second Heaven. By God giving us His love,
we are able to return that love and then love one another. Can you imagine
what it would be like in your own home or your community it was totally
void of love?
When I was made aware of the fact
that no love existed among the demons, I wondered even more about their
motivation and zeal. What makes them work so hard? What makes them carry
out orders so rapidly? They don’t love one another, yet they carry out
these orders so quickly and with such zeal that any military organization
on Earth would be proud to have such loyal and obedient employees. I
wonder if their motivation could have anything to do with the judgment
and sentence that awaits them. It seems that since their first rebellion
ages ago while in the Third Heaven, they have reached a place in their
existence where they can no longer rebel. Whatever it is that motivates
them seems to excel in their very being while they, in turn, are expressing
their fury upon the flesh. It may just be that the only enjoyment of
their entire existence is to create misery for the flesh. Even though
I was permitted to go among them and watch them while they worked, many
things were not explained fully or made clear to me. Some of the things
that I saw in entirely, I was not permitted to retain in my memory.
I knew the high order of the demons resented my presence and would have
withstood me had I not been under the protection of the Holy Spirit.
One of the warring demons came right up to me and leered into my face,
but I did not flinch for I was not afraid. I knew it would not be me
with whom he would have to contend but, instead, it would be He who
brought me, the Holy Spirit. The demons in the middle order seemed to
totally ignore me and went about their existence as if I were not there.
Those of the lower order seemed to display slight fear of me or fear
of the angel that was escorting me, however, the higher order of demons
had no fear of me or the angel.
My escort informed me that he wanted
me to see a demon in the process of actually possessing a human being.
At this point in the trip, I was escorted back through the dimension
wall separating the Second Heaven from the physical world. When we came
back into this world, we were in the same hospital with my body but
in a different room. The room appeared to be an employee’s lounge. I
saw tables, chairs, dishes with food, and in the room were a young man
and a young lady facing each other while laughing and talking. It was
obvious that they could not see the angels, yet I was so close to them
I could almost reach out and touch them. I could hear and understand
every word they said. They thought they were alone and as they laughed
and talked, they were unaware of the horrible creature standing between
them. This demon was so horrible in the appearance of his shape and
form that I recognized him immediately to be from the lower group, the
perverted group. The angels, the demons, and I were in the spirit in
that room and were aware of everything that was happening. Those in
the flesh were only aware of themselves for they could not see or hear
us even though we were back in this physical world. Since we were in
the spirit, we still communicated with our minds.
I was not really paying
close attention to the words the two were speaking. My entire attention
was focused upon the demon. He was a most horrible looking thing, reminding
me of an over–grown, stuffed, slimy, green frog all out of shape and
proportion. He moved slowly up into the face of the man then, suddenly,
like a puff of smoke, he seemed to disappear into the face, just as
if he went through the pores of his skin. When the demon had entered
the man, the angels said, “Now it’s done.” The angel then proceeded
to tell me how it was that this man was possessed. He stated, “The demon
made himself desirable and attractive to the human.” The angel then
pointed out to me that mankind has a sovereign will, all his own, beyond
which the demons cannot come. He also pointed out to me that the angels
could not come beyond that sovereign will of man. God, Himself, will
not violate that will. We are made in the image of God, therefore, we
were given, like God, a sovereign will, the right to choose our destiny.
I was not permitted to retain all that I learned along these lines.
I faintly recall that there is another
process under certain given circumstances whereby demons may possess
or be allowed to enter small children. It seems as though those demons
from that mysterious group are the ones that are allowed to do this.
From what I recall about this, it is only under the most unusual circumstances
that this can happen. According to what the angels told me, over ninety
percent of all cases of demon activity in human beings is restricted
to those humans who are at or over the age of accountability.
During the course of this talk the
angel was giving me, he pointed out that all of God’s children have
been given power over all demons and can cast them out, however, this
power is based on the faith of the Christian. It will only work when
the Christian knows without a doubt what he is doing. There are certain
Christians who have received a special gift in this area. They are those
who have been called specifically by the Holy Spirit to a deliverance
ministry and in almost every case, those called to a deliverance ministry
have also received the gift of discernment. When one is commanding demons,
it is most important to know what spirit one is dealing with. In those
rare cases where children are possessed [not so rare anymore folks…
a number of children are possessed today because of the opened doors
to the enemy.], it takes a special effort and divine insight in each
case to deliver them. Such a case was reported in the Bible in
Matthew 17:14-21. All Christians potentially have the ability to
command demons.
My escort told me that they wanted
me to see demon activity in the outside world. I was then escorted outside
the hospital directly through the brick wall into the streets of that
city. I was amazed as I watched all the activity of the humans in the
physical world. Going about their daily pursuit, they were completely
unaware that they were being stalked by beings from the spirit world.
I was totally flabbergasted as I watched and horrified as I saw the
demons in all shapes and forms as they moved at will among the humans.
While I learned about demons not being
able to work in a person’s life against their will, I also learned the
angels cannot do it either. Each born again Christian has a guardian
angel and before that Christian’s life is over, it might take a whole
host of angels to keep him. I learned that guardian angels fight for
us, but they cannot fight in the area of our will. The fighting they
do is sort of like protecting our “blind” side. They oppose the demons
when the demons come against us outside the area of our will. They cannot
oppose the demons when the demons come against us through our own will.
Remember, we are made in the image of God, like God, we have a sovereign
will.
I learned that the demons will fight
the angels if they must, but they prefer not to do so. They find that
it is easier and safer to destroy us through our own will where the
angels are unable to interfere, rather than go outside our will where
they would have to fight angels personally. Because of this, the demons
have developed great skills in the area of deception. They move through
our lives by deceit and trickery and keep us totally unaware of their
activity.
I was made aware of the fact that
not all demons are in the Second Heaven. There are some demons so awesome
that they are reserved in chains in Hell, however, satan and his army
of demons are not in Hell, presently. Neither do they want to be there.
I was not permitted to look into Hell, nor was I permitted to view the
chained demons. I do know that these demons who are chained went beyond
the limitations of their domain.
God in His wisdom has allowed satan
and his demons certain bounds or limitations within which they may work.
They may not go beyond those limitations established by the Lord, however,
those demons who are chained in Hell did just that. Because they went
beyond the restrictions established by the Lord, they are now chained
in Hell.
The Bible points out this fact in
many places, especially in the book of Jude. Any time satan goes beyond
those bounds, he must receive permission from God. In the case of Job,
he was granted the permission, but in Peter’s case he was not granted
permission. The demons who work in children under the age of accountability
are allowed to do so only after obtaining this special permission. [I
might add that a “legal” door was opened by certain sin or sins that
gave the demon/s a right in the first place… ] It was not made plain
to me what sort of circumstances must be present for God to grant permission,
although it was made clear that in certain circumstances permission
is granted. However, permission to work in children under the age of
accountability is rarely granted. [Look around since he got this, things
have changed folks, satanic doors have been opened… more by parents.]
The majority of the time satan is denied this special permission, but
in these last days we can expect a substantial increase I demonic activity,
not only in adults but in children as well. This increase in demonic
activity is what the Lord warned us about in
Mark 13:22 when He spoke of the incredible miracles that false prophets
would perform in the last days. It is difficult to understand why the
Lord would allow demons to work through children…
The demons that are reserved in chains
did not obtain permission for their activity which violated the restrictions
established by our Lord. Their illegal deeds are recorded in
Genesis 6:2-5. Because they did not obtain permission, they received
immediate punishment. Specific punishment for the devil and his demons
is scheduled for the end–time and is recorded in
Revelation 20:1-3. As you well know, the lake of fire was created
for the devil and his demons as their eternal fate.
In this age we must be on guard for
satan’s fiery darts of deception and temptation that are allowed within
the limitations of the Lord’s permissive will. There is a time limit
set by the Lord in which demons may work, but that time period has not
yet been fulfilled. As Christians we are able to have them “bound” under
the authority of Jesus, however, this is NOT permanent. We can NOT cast
them into HELL for only God can do this. That is why it is very important
for someone who has just been delivered to be properly instructed to
remain in the Lord’s will, lest they become afflicted again. A Christian
CAN cast out demons from a lost person, but unless that person gets
saved and abides in the Lord’s will, there will be the possibility of
the demons returning. [See
Matthew 12:43-45].
Demons are real, individual, spirit
beings and they are the ones manipulating all the evil in the world
today. This was shown to me while I was in the spirit world traveling
through the street of a city and watching in horror as the demons went
about their task of corrupting humans.
Although humans are spirit beings,
we are confined to physical bodies. The great spiritual warfare that
rages today is between the “spirit of man” and the “spiritual forces”
of evil directed by satan which are contending for control and manipulation
of our fleshly, physical bodies. Our spirits fight by faith and through
our sovereign will; while the devil and his [fallen] angels fight through
deceit, cunning, trickery, and temptation. You must make no mistake
about this war or the weapons involved because the scriptures are plain.
I actually saw these demons contend for control of that human body.
It may seem to you that mankind is
vastly over–powered by these spirits because these spirits are able
to see and hear everything we think, say, and do; while we are totally
unable to perceive any of their activities. It is very difficult to
fight an enemy you cannot see, hear, and feel, but as long as you trust
the Lord, you have nothing to fear. At times, even the strongest Christian
may doubt their existence and activities, thus making it easier for
them. However, man was not left defenseless. Being made in the image
of God, man, like God, has a sovereign will and no spirit can violate
that will without the permission of the person himself. Because of this,
these demons have developed great skills in deception. The basic principle
of their operations is to make something evil as desirable, beautiful,
and non–threatening as possible so that the person being tempted will
lower his guard and accept whatever it is that is being used to cause
SIN. Once someone is deceived, it becomes easier for the deception to
remain. In the case of possession, it becomes easier for the demon to
maintain his control.
Another
great defense man has is the guardian angel. The guardian angel is not
assigned to all mankind, but only to those who are “saved and belong
to God.” Remember, just like the demons the guardian angel cannot violate
the will of any man which is why most of his activity is reserved to
protecting that individual outside his sovereign will. Man’s greatest
weapon, however, is the Word of God. In his description of the weapons
used in our spiritual warfare, Paul insists the Word of God [Ephesians
6:11-18] as the only offensive weapon mankind has. Although vastly
outnumbered by these beings [thousands to one individual], man is adequately
prepared for battle. Because of a sovereign will, guardian angels, and
the Word of God, man has superior defense and is much more potent in
the battle for his soul than the demons.
Therefore, I say to everyone — if
you are serious in your commitment to fight this war and win, fear not!
Your commander–in–chief, teacher, healer and sustainer — the Holy Spirit
— will NEVER leave you NOR forsake you.
Chapter 9: The Way Home
When the angels decided
that I had seen enough of the demons at work in this physical world,
I was taken back into the Second Heaven just by passing through the
dividing, dimension wall. Once back inside the Second Heaven, my escort
guided me in the direction of the Third Heaven and I was happy at last.
After all, this was where I had wanted to go all the time. Even at this
stage, my physical life was still my primary concern.
Suddenly we came to a most beautiful
place. I know that I’ve already reported how terrible that the Second
Heaven was, so you can imagine how surprising it was to find anything
beautiful over there. God would not allow me to retain the memory of
why this place was so beautiful. I do remember that it was the most
beautiful place I’d ever seen. This place looked like a tunnel, a roadway,
a valley or some sort of highway. It had a most brilliant light all
its own and was completely surrounded with an invisible shield. I knew
that the invisible shield was the protection of the Holy Spirit.
Walking in this tunnel, or along that
roadway, or valley, or whatever, was what appeared to be human beings.
I asked my escort who they were. He told me, “They are saints going
home.” These were the departed spirits of Christians who had died on
Earth and they were going home. Each of these saints was accompanied
by at least one guardian angel and some had a whole host of angels with
them. I wondered why some saints were accompanied by only one angel
and others had many. I was watching as the saints passed through the
way that all saints must take to go home. Here it was, the passageway
from Earth to the Third Heaven. I found that only “authorized” spirits
were allowed in that tunnel. No demon was permitted there.
When my escort had finished explaining
to me about the homeward trip of the saints. I started into the tunnel.
The angel stopped me and told me that we had to travel alongside the
tunnel and not inside of it. I traveled, therefore parallel with but
outside the tunnel where the saints were. While we were traveling alongside
the tunnel, we did not move at the “speed of thought.” Instead, we traveled
as it floating on a cloud. In other words, there was no cloud but the
mode of traveling felt as if I were floating on a cloud.
I could see the saints at all times
moving along inside the tunnel. They were in the form and shape of humans,
yet I could not detect any race, age, or sex. They were all clothed
alike with the garments appearing to be made up of two pieces. There
was a blouse or shirt and a pair of slacks. The color of the garments
was a pastel, baby blue with one of the garment pieces being a shade
lighter than the other piece. The blue was so light that it was almost
white. I realize that these saints I was viewing had not yet received
their glorified body because that must wait until the first resurrection.
At first I was disappointed that I
was not permitted to travel in the tunnel with the saints, but the disappointment
was eased when I was told that we were going to the same place they
were going. After all, I knew that if my physical life was going to
be extended, I would have to appear before God. Even now, my physical
life was still the uppermost thing to me.
As we traveled along, I noticed all
around me that the demons were beginning to drop behind. The Gates came
into view and the closer we got to those Gates, the farther behind fell
the demons. When we arrived before the Gates there were no demons in
view. Although the Gates of the Third Heaven opened out into the Second
Heaven, no demon could come close.
Instead of allowing me to enter, the
angel stationed me before the Gates, slightly to one side. He instructed
me to stay there and watch as the saints were permitted to enter into
Heaven. As the saints were allowed into Heaven, I noticed a strange
thing. They were permitted to enter only one at a time. No two were
permitted to enter those Gates at the same time. I wondered about this
but it was never explained to me. I’ve studied about this often since
I have returned and now I think I know why. I believe this is a tribute
or a salute to the individual. After all, that individual made the choice
with his own sovereign will. Remember, it had been pointed out to me
specifically that we, as images of the Living God, possess a sovereign
will through which we have the right to choose our own destiny.
As the saints were being admitted,
I was wondering why I was not being allowed to do what I came to do.
I was so impatient to get my request before God that I missed the whole
point of what I saw. This point was so important that the Holy Spirit
told me Himself. I watched the fifty saints enter Heaven, but the point
I missed was the time frame involved. It was explained to me that at
the same time those fifty saints died on Earth, 1,950 other humans also
died; or only 50 out of 2000 made it into Heaven. That other 1,950 were
not there. Where were they? That was only 2 ½ percent going to Heaven!
Ninety seven point five percent did not make it! Is that representative
of the entire world today? If so, 97 ½ percent of the population of
this world today is not ready to meet God. The sad part, my friend,
is that it is exactly representative of this Laodicean Church Age in
which we live today. We are now in the time when the great majority
of church goers are only “mouth–professors” and not “heart–possessors.”
At the outset, I stated that I would
not try to convince anyone of anything I said. However, I would like
to offer as evidence the parable of the sower as told by Jesus in the
thirteenth chapter of the book of Matthew. If you read this chapter
closely, you will notice that three out of every four people who heard
the gospel preached, turned it down. That is seventy–five percent anyway
you look at it. I am talking about three out of every four people who
bothered to hear the gospel, turned it down! The sad part about this
is the overwhelming majority of the people that did turn the gospel
down, do not know that they have turned it down! They have bought a
lie of satan and have been deceived. They have been led to believe something
that is not the truth and they been fooled by satan into rejecting the
gospel! Place the seventy–five percent who turned down the gospel with
those in the world who made no pretense of hearing the truth and you
have the overwhelming ninety seven and one-half percent of the population
today!
As I contemplate this fact. I now
understand the Lord’s disgust with the Laodicean–type Church. I also
clearly understand the verses of scripture in
Matthew 7:22-23 that describes how many people will stand before
the Throne at the Judgment pleading. “Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied
in thy Name? And in thy Name cast out devils? And in thy name done many
wonderful works?” only to have the Lord say to them, “I never
knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity…”
Chapter 10: The Rude Awakening
My escort told me to stand to one
side of the Gates and present my case. He assured me that God would
hear and answer my request. As I stood before the Gates, the sense of
joy, happiness, and contentment radiated out from Heaven. I could feel
the warmth it produced and as I stood there to plead my case. I could
feel the awesome power of God. No being could possibly appear before
Him, even separated by a gate as I was, without experiencing this awesome
power, might and majesty. At first I had a sense of fear, sort of guilty
feeling that is always produced in me when I believe I have imposed
on others. In my mind’s eye I could just visualize a busy God who was
annoyed with me for taking Him away from important things. Then, just
as suddenly as this feeling came, it passed. I then found strength or
boldness in my belief that I had served my God faithfully for many years.
To me, I was convinced that this request of mine would be a snap!
Boldly I came before the throne and
started out by reminding God what a great life of love, worship, and
sacrifice I had lived for Him. I told Him of all the works I had done
reminding Him that I was now in trouble and only He could help by granting
me an extension on my physical life. God was totally silent while I
spoke. When I had completed my request, I heard the real, audible voice
of God as He answered me.
The voice I heard was not like the
sweet voice that satan had used to trick me before in the valley. You
could put together the noise of all the storms, volcanoes, tornadoes,
and hurricanes and they could in no way imitate what I heard. The sound
of His voice was in no way like the sweet voice I talked about earlier.
The sound of His voice came down on me from over the Gates even before
the words hit me. The tone of His anger knocked me on my face as God
proceeded to tell me just what kind of life I had really lived. He told
me what He really thought of me and even other people who lived as I
did. He pointed out that my faith was DEAD, that my works were NOT ACCEPTABLE,
and that I had labored in VAIN. He told me that it was an abomination
for me to live such a life and then dare call it a life of worship.
Furthermore, He said to those who do it, they are in danger of experiencing
His everlasting wrath. As God dealt with me, He displayed His wrath
to me. Notice, it was not His everlasting wrath. He did say there are
some who will experience His everlasting wrath.
I could not believe He was talking
to me in this manner! I had served Him for years! I thought I had lived
a life pleasing to Him! As He was enumerating my wrongs, I was sure
He had me confused with someone else. There was no strength left in
me to even move, let alone protest, yet I was panicking within myself.
No way He could be talking about me! All of these years I thought I
was doing those works for God! Now He was telling me that what I did,
I did for myself. Even as I preached and testified about the saving
grace of Jesus Christ, I was doing that only for myself in order that
my conscience might be soothed. In essence, my first love and first
works were for myself. After MY needs and wants were met or satisfied,
in order to soothe my conscience I would set out to do the Lord’s work.
This made my priorities out of order and unacceptable. Actually, I had
become my own false God.
He makes it plain in His teachings
that He is a jealous God and will have no other gods before Him; flesh,
stone, blood, or whatever. He will have no other gods before Him. God
told me that He would not accept this kind of worship in the day of
the Pharisees and He certainly was not about to accept it now in this
the Laodicean Church Age. He put it to me as plain as words and actions
could make it. In order for our works to be acceptable, we must work
according to His command in
Matthew 6:33 which empathically states, “But seek ye first
the kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these other things
shall be added to you.” As God told me about my true motives,
the verse of scripture in
Matthew 16:24-26 and
Luke 14:26-33 became so clear to me. In Matthew 16 it states, “Then
said Jesus unto His disciples, If any man will come after me, let him
DENY himself and take up his cross, and follow me, for whosoever shall
save his life shall lose it; and whosoever will lose his life for my
sake shall find it.” In Luke 14 beginning with verse 26 it is
stated, “If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother,
and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and HIS OWN
life also, he cannot be my disciple. And whosoever doth not bear his
cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple. For which of you, intending
to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether
he have sufficient to finish it?” In verse 23 of this same chapter
Jesus makes the following statement which is the cornerstone of the
two portions of scripture previously stated: “So likewise, whosoever
he be of you that forsaketh not ALL that he hath, he cannot be my disciple.”
Only now as I was here before Him
being chastised did those two portions of scripture become crystal clear
to me as to their true meaning. As God told me about my TRUE MOTIVES,
I could see plainly for the first time how MY WORKS were DEAD. Because
God was displaying His wrath toward me, I could not stand nor could
I speak. No strength was left within me as I was nothing more than a
wet rag lying there writhing in agony. It indeed, was fortunate for
me that this was not God’s everlasting wrath, only temporary wrath.
However, at this time I did not know this was only temporary.
It needs to be stated that at no time
while God was chastising me did He say I was not saved nor did He say
that my name was not in the Lamb’s Book of Life. He never mentioned
salvation to me at all but only spoke about the works produced through
my life. He told me the type of life I lived was an unacceptable life
for a true Christian. As He spoke to me of my dead works, he indicated
that there are some people who are not saved but think they are. These
people will experience His everlasting wrath. He also made it plain
to me that there are others of His children who will find themselves
in my present condition on Judgment Day. This revealed to me the true
meaning of
1 Corinthians 3:15 which states, “If any man’s works shall
be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself shall be saved; yet
so as by fire.”
There are no words that can describe
the pain I endured as God’s wrath was upon me for this life of so–called
service. The agony was beyond the scope of the imagination and the remorse
that I felt produced a very heavy burden similar to a physical weight
pinning me down or an enormous stone crushing me. Growing weaker and
weaker, my mind was frantically racing in an effort to grasp what the
Lord was telling me while recalling each actual incident. God leaves
no room for error and that includes whatever is in our minds.
The surprise was so overwhelming in
its magnitude that it rendered me senseless. My strength left me immediately,
just as though I had been hit by a bolt of lightning. Even if God would
have ceased and allowed me to speak on word of protest, I would not
have been able to do so. I had absolutely no strength whatsoever to
utter anything. In my mind I was constantly DENYING the wrong in my
life while acknowledging the fact that I had committed them. My conscience
was asleep but my mind was NOT.
Slowly, it all began to be absorbed
by me. Remember how the Bible tells us to have no other gods before
us? I had thought that the Most High God was the only God of my life,
but I was not fulfilling that part of scripture which tells us that
if we allow anything to come between us and the Lord, (whatever it may
be) it becomes our “God.” I realized that each day of my life was devoted
only to MYSELF! My whole life I was preoccupied with MY needs FIRST
and THEN I was concerned with what the Lord wanted. The money to help
the church, the poor, or anything else was secondary because I was my
OWN “god.” Naturally, the devil was contented with allowing me to remain
in that condition because as long as I was in that condition, I was
of no use to the Lord and His kingdom.
I allowed this to occur because I
was really indifferent to the things of the Lord. It was too uncomfortable
to change and I was convinced I could remain as I was without having
to really DO anything (such as following the Lord’s commandment about
DENYING myself and picking up my cross daily to follow HIM.) For this
reason, my life was wasted and amounted to absolutely nothing in the
Lord’s eyes.
I hope that you understand what it
is that I am saying because it is the whole point of this chapter. The
fact is we must prove we are really Christians by first examining our
motives behind each deed in our lives, and then repenting and recommitting
ourselves to follow the Lord daily. When we decide to serve Him FIRST,
this decision must be followed by ACTION or it will be as useless as
if we did not decide to do so in the first place.
Chapter 11: My Real Father
When God was through with me the interview
was over as suddenly as one would turn off a faucet. I was not allowed
to linger or even reflect on what God said. The angels immediately carried
me away as if I were as wet rag having no strength in myself. Totally
annihilated, I could not even gather my thoughts.
The angels carried me back through
the Second Heaven, through the dimension wall, and into the hospital
room where my body was lying. It was not until I reached the bed upon
which my body lay did I regain my composure. As I regained my composure,
I vehemently protested, “No! No!” I told the angels, “God did not answer
me! He did not say yes or no to my request! Please, oh please, take
me back!” I pleaded with the angels.
God is a God of order and He never
does anything haphazardly. Since all of this entire experience had been
planned by God, the angels complied with my request to take me back.
God was dealing with me gently and tenderly through His great LOVE knowing
what was necessary for me to experience in order for me to have the
scales fall off my eyes.
During the time God was displaying
His wrath toward me, I thought this wrath was terrible and painful.
I found out later that it was nothing compared to the pain the lost
will experience when they receive His everlasting wrath.
While in route back to the Third Heaven,
I was beside myself trying to come up with a logical reason or legitimate
basis on which to plead my case. God had already told me that my life
had been a failure, therefore, I could not offer my past life as evidence
of my intentions to serve Him. Somehow or another, the thought of Hezekiah
came to my mind. When God sent word for him to put his house in order,
he cried and prayed and God heard him. God extended his life for fifteen
years. I remembered from my studies about him that Hezekiah was the
“good–old–boy” type, similar to me. I remembered how he had good intentions
in his heart but how he had trouble translating out those intentions
into everyday living. Since this seemed to be the same kind of trouble
I had in my life, I concluded that God dealt with Hezekiah based on
the intentions of his heart. Because of this assumption, I concluded
this reasoning would be the basis of my plea.
Upon my arrival back before the third
heaven, I was brought to the same place from which I had previously
pleaded my case. Not nearly so bold this time, I remembered how God's
wrath had floored me beforehand. Nevertheless, I had asked God for a
favor and God had not answered. Wanting his answer no matter what it
was, I timidly started pleading my case again.
This time God did not knock me down
but let me talk. God did not talk to me in anger but started out answering
me in a tone of pity. Before it was all over, God was speaking in sorrow.
Opening my plea by quoting scriptures
to God, I began by telling him all about Hezekiah. I told God that I
figured out that Hezekiah was the "good-old-boy" type, that
the intentions of his heart were pure, but he seemed to be unable to
translate out those intentions into everyday living. Here I was, an
insignificant nothing and the smallest creature in all his universe,
bartering words with this great and awesome God who had created it all.
I said, "Father, if You will
grant this request, I promise you I will do better the next time."
The Lord answered me thusly, "Howard
Pittman, you have promised before." God did not have to say
another word. There they were, all the promises I had made to a holy
God in my past entire life. Not one of them remained whole. Somehow,
someway, I had managed to break them all. With nothing left to say,
no words in all my vocabulary, nowhere to go, I fell on my knees before
him. All I could say was "Amen" to my own condemnation. I
knew that if at that moment God would banish me into the pits of hell,
it would be just to say "amen" to my own condemnation.
At that moment God did not demand
justice but showed me mercy. The scales fell from my eyes and my soul
was suddenly filled with light. That powerful, awesome, all-consuming
God was now not evident. There on that throne dealing with me was my
REAL Father. God was no longer a distant God, but a real, genuine Father.
The realization of his being my true Father and my best friend came
to me for the first time in my life. The wonderful relationship I had
enjoyed with my physical father and the wonderful love we shared for
each other was suddenly brought to mind yet magnified a thousand fold.
For now I was with my real Father, the one who loved me so much that
God left all of his creation to deal with me, the prodigal son.
For the first time in
my life, I saw in my mind's eye who God really is. For the first time
I met God as God truly is, my real Father, my very best friend. As the
realization of who God is flooded my soul, great and painful sorrow
also came. Sorrow came when I realized that through disobedience I had
hurt my Father. This realization and sorrow produced actual pain which
was not just a guilt feeling but actual pain similar to what one would
experience in the flesh when one sustains a physical injury. At this
point in time, God started dealing with me in sorrow and no longer did
the tone of his voice express pity. Instead, the sound was of genuine
sorrow. I suddenly realized that God was hurting too. God was hurting
because I was hurting. Being a true and just God as God is, God had
to allow me to suffer the pain and God could not lift it from me. Although
God had to allow me to suffer the pain, God would not allow me to suffer
it alone. God the most High, the most Supreme, the Creator of all, the
Father of all would not let me suffer alone.
By this time I suddenly realized that
my physical life was not so important after all. What I was really concerned
about now was what my Father wanted. His will had suddenly become the
first thing of my life and my physical life was no longer important.
This is when God gave me back my physical life. Only when I reached
a place that my life did not mean anything to me, did God give it back
to me. Now that the prodigal son had returned, the Father could talk
at last. God could tell me what my trip to heaven was all about and
that God had a message God wanted me to tell people on earth.
Chapter 12: Wake Up!
I now repeat for you
point by point the entire five point message that God gave me to deliver
to this world today.
Point Number 1: For those who
call themselves Christians, this is the Laodicean Church Age in which
we live. A high majority of so-called Christians are, in fact, living
a deceived life. They talk Jesus and play church, but do not live it.
They claim to be Christians and then live like the devil. They have
bought the great lie from satan who tells them that they are alright.
He tells them that it is alright to go to church on Sunday and attend
mid-week services but as far as the rest of the time is concerned, they
are to get all they can out of life. As far as their Christian life
is concerned, they believe they are comfortable and have need of nothing
and as a result, they are only lukewarm Christians if Christians at
all.
Point Number 2: satan is a
personal devil.
Point Number 3: To the whole
world, this is Noah's second day. As it was in the days of Noah, so
shall it be in the days of the coming of the son of man. Humans took
no thought of what Noah was saying nor did humans believe that anything
was about to change. Humanity could see the storm clouds over the horizon,
but yet did not believe the rain was imminent. Notice the close parallel
today. Humanity can see all the signs of the last days, yet humanity
does not believe that anything will change. He does not believe in the
impending coming of our Lord and he does not prepare to meet God."
Point Number 4: For those who
claim to be Christians, they are supposed to be ambassadors for Christ
here on earth. One cannot have any true witness or power in his life
unless that one lives his Christian faith at all times, twenty-four
hours a day, seven days a week. To be a true Christian one must live
it, not just talk it. To honor God with your lips and not your heart
is not acceptable. Those who accept the responsibility of teaching,
preaching, or any leadership role have much for which to answer.
Point Number 5: God is now
in the process of recruiting an army with which God will shake this
old world one more time. By working through his soldiers, God will produce
great miracles that will shake the established hierarchy of the so-called
organized religion that is in this world today. These soldiers that
God is now recruiting will demonstrate the power of God to a greater
extent than did the disciples in the Pentecostal age. Now the recruitment
has begun in earnest because God is about to perform the great miracles
through his army that God promised us God would do in the Bible. John
the Baptist brought the spirit of Elijah into this world and he did
not even know he had it. John denied it, but Jesus confessed that it
was so. The purpose of that spirit was to make straight the paths of
the coming of the Lord.
"The Alpha and Omega, the Cause
of all the universe's existence was hurting because a mere Earth child
was hurting. Oh, what Love! What Understanding! It was so far beyond
anything a mere Earthling can understand. Oh how precious just one,
little, insignificant Earth child is to that Great God" – Howard
Pittman
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As each type of demon
was pointed out to me, I quickly discovered a social order, or rank,
that existed among them. Those at the top of that order were revealed
in forms similar to humans. As we moved down the order, or rank, I saw
demons in shapes or forms that looked like half–animal and half–human.
I saw demons in forms resembling animals we know in this present world
and I saw demons in forms and shapes so revoltingly morbid that you
cannot possibly imagine them. 
The third most powerful
type and group of demons were revealed to me in mixed shapes and forms.
Some had human form while others had half–human and half–animal forms.
Others resembled animals in their forms. These demons possessed skills
in the dark arts area such as witchcraft and other related areas. Also
among this group were demons of fear and the demons of self–destruction
as well as those demons which are expert in mimicking departed human
spirits [familiar spirits] and in manifesting themselves to the physical
world as ghosts. 
I’m also aware that these
particular demons are harder to deal with than any of the rest. It seems
their great strength rests in their ability to remain anonymous in their
work in the human being. Among this group is the one that is able to
manifest himself as a form of epilepsy in the human. I am not sure but
I seem to recall that some other demons in some of the other groups
also have the ability to mimic epilepsy. I do not know if demons cause
epilepsy, per se, but I do recall very vividly that they can mimic this
condition in human beings. 
I was not really paying
close attention to the words the two were speaking. My entire attention
was focused upon the demon. He was a most horrible looking thing, reminding
me of an over–grown, stuffed, slimy, green frog all out of shape and
proportion. He moved slowly up into the face of the man then, suddenly,
like a puff of smoke, he seemed to disappear into the face, just as
if he went through the pores of his skin. When the demon had entered
the man, the angels said, “Now it’s done.” The angel then proceeded
to tell me how it was that this man was possessed. He stated, “The demon
made himself desirable and attractive to the human.” The angel then
pointed out to me that mankind has a sovereign will, all his own, beyond
which the demons cannot come. He also pointed out to me that the angels
could not come beyond that sovereign will of man. God, Himself, will
not violate that will. We are made in the image of God, therefore, we
were given, like God, a sovereign will, the right to choose our destiny.
I was not permitted to retain all that I learned along these lines.
Another
great defense man has is the guardian angel. The guardian angel is not
assigned to all mankind, but only to those who are “saved and belong
to God.” Remember, just like the demons the guardian angel cannot violate
the will of any man which is why most of his activity is reserved to
protecting that individual outside his sovereign will. Man’s greatest
weapon, however, is the Word of God. In his description of the weapons
used in our spiritual warfare, Paul insists the Word of God [
When the angels decided
that I had seen enough of the demons at work in this physical world,
I was taken back into the Second Heaven just by passing through the
dividing, dimension wall. Once back inside the Second Heaven, my escort
guided me in the direction of the Third Heaven and I was happy at last.
After all, this was where I had wanted to go all the time. Even at this
stage, my physical life was still my primary concern. 
For the first time in
my life, I saw in my mind's eye who God really is. For the first time
I met God as God truly is, my real Father, my very best friend. As the
realization of who God is flooded my soul, great and painful sorrow
also came. Sorrow came when I realized that through disobedience I had
hurt my Father. This realization and sorrow produced actual pain which
was not just a guilt feeling but actual pain similar to what one would
experience in the flesh when one sustains a physical injury. At this
point in time, God started dealing with me in sorrow and no longer did
the tone of his voice express pity. Instead, the sound was of genuine
sorrow. I suddenly realized that God was hurting too. God was hurting
because I was hurting. Being a true and just God as God is, God had
to allow me to suffer the pain and God could not lift it from me. Although
God had to allow me to suffer the pain, God would not allow me to suffer
it alone. God the most High, the most Supreme, the Creator of all, the
Father of all would not let me suffer alone. 
I now repeat for you
point by point the entire five point message that God gave me to deliver
to this world today.